July 27, 2011

TIRED OF FAKE SMILE


          Dear friends , im sorry if i've made something wrong at school . emm . knpe aq yg kene ckap sorry ? everyday i hope i can be the one that made you guys smile but i didnt . i know , aq pnakot sbab tank ckap dpan2 . tp , ni semua bcause aq x nk hilang kwan lagi . its hard to get friends . sbab aq bkan jenis yg pndai bgaul dgan org yg tak brape rpat dgan aq . 

honestly ;
  • sometimes , aq rase aq ni mcam org bodoh yg tehegeh-hegeh dkat korg . kalau korg mara , aq cube everything just to make you guys smile again , tp bile aq mara , no one even cares about it .
  • aq thu aq x pndai sngt , but that doesnt mean aq bodoh sngt . klau slah , korg boleh btolkn kn ? 

yeah , maybe ni aq je yg prasn sndiri , tp it really hurt me deep down in my heart . its okay , i'll try harder to PRETEND that nothing happen . and , i promise that i'll never leave my fake smile at home , EVERYDAY 

p/s : maybe korg x prasan korg buat ni kt aq but , sometimes aq moody pon still korg x prasan jugak kn . so , its sokay . and to be honest , sometimes i CRY .

all this taught me to be STRONGER .