October 13, 2011

its to COMPLICATED


          Assalamualaikum . its been a long time since i post something . this is because my life sucks -,- the PMR is over and i thought that was suppose to be good news but its not . the teachers keep making programmes that i think is a waste of time . ohh yeah , btw , just now theres a netball match between classes and my class won . i scored only one -,- the boys with football matches and i dont know a thing about who win and their scores . after winning the match , i just went straight to the canteen and ordered milo and i cant eat because my tummy is bloated and full with water -,- i hate that . 

          as a normal teenage girl , ofc i have some stupid love issues -,- yeah , some of my friends said that i should just choose him , and some my other friends said that i should choose the other one . who are they ? i cant tell you guys who they are but this stupid love issues is making me crazy . i love both of them . its not that im giving them false hopes or something but i swear to god that i really love both of them . and to be fair and square , i will never gonna choose either of them -,- my friend said just treat them as your friend and stop giving false hopes to them , im not sure if i have given them any hopes or not -,- 

          my beloved father said that i should just focus on my studies and stop thinking about love . study , have a good job and then you can find someone to be with but not right now . i think , i should just sick with what my father and my friends said ; just be friends with them ;] well , i think that is the best thing tat i should do so that nobody's heart will be hurt .

i know my ENGLISH is not so good -,- dont read it if you think that this post is wasting your time