hello there dear readers :) i wanna talk about boys . you know , boys can be kinda weird sometimes and they also can be super desperate at a time . well , theres someone that i know i think is kinda desperate for having a love life . he wants a love life so bad that he randomly pick anyone that is interested with him without even knowing them . i know i shouldnt get involved with your life but as a friend i gotta say that you are seriously STUPID . i know its kinda harsh and i have no right for saying that but i have to . i've known you for quite sometime and i know that you once had a crush with your own classmate . let me tell you something if you're bestfriend-ing with a girl and you secretly fell in love with her , i suggest that you should just keep it a secret and dont ever tell her that , if you tell her that and she's okay and moving to another phase then that'd be great but if she rejected you things are gonna be different . TOTALLY DIFFERENT .
if before you and her can talk about everything even when theres only the two of you , now she will only talk to you if theres someone else . if before your eyes and her eyes met by accident during classes she will make some weird faces or smile to you but now , if her eyes met your eyes by accident she will quickly moves her eyes away . she will try not to make eye contact with you . she will secretly drift herself away from you . and only then you realize that you had make the most stupid decision in your life . you didnt get her and yet your friendship is slowly fading .
thats the time when theres a feeling arise from deep down in your heart . a disappointed feeling well actually all of your feelings are mixed up . then , you make one more stupid decision which is choosing AN OUTSIDER . a girl that you said that you never was interested in . you make that just to make your heart feel better . you think that theres someone somewhere out there that loves you but the fact is that you didnt loves her the way that you love the girl that rejected you . after a while , you started to text your 'friend' back and gives her hints but yet you already knows that she already have someone in her life . im telling you that this is going to make your 'friend' feels guilty and someday somehow she is going to make stupid decision like you did and leave her boyfriend and choose YOU .
