Assalamualaikum :) *fake smile*
i just wanna say that you've hurt me . it hurts really bad . i know i should hate you but i cant . i just cant believe what you've done to me . i never thought you have the heart to do that to me . well , i think i should learn to accept the fact that we're not meant for each other . please stop saying that there must be a reason why He tear us apart . i know Allah knows everything but i think i also know that we're never gonna be like before . i've deleted all about you . i missed you . every night i died just waiting for your text but you never did . i wanted to text you first but im to scared . im scared of what you might think of me . all i need right now is an explanation . please dont left me wondering like a stupid girl . i just wanted to know why you gave me all those sweet words and promises but all of a sudden you left . what am i to you ? a puppet ? seriously i cried every night thinking about this . the words cant express what i feel . i really hope that you're happy with your new girlfriend . i really need to stop crying about this .
