MOMENTS :')

     Assalamualaikum everyone. Today is page 20 of 366. The day that me and my friends burst to tears. We cried after knowing the fact that we are not going to be with each other anymore. We cried after accepting the fact that things are not going to be like it used to be anymore. Eventhough we've tried to reconcile ourselves, the tears kept streaming down our faces. I cried because i didnt get the SBP. Yes , the  only thing i've ever wanted but suddenly im not being offered to any of the SBP's. My feelings? Im so devastated. Yes i am. Im not being a drama-queen or what but this is so hurtful. Knowing that most of my friends being offered but im not. I lied if i said that im not jealous. Ofcourse im jealous because i also got 8A's but yet, i didnt get the offer. Right now , i've already accept the fact and i think i should stop lamenting about this.

This was taken right after we cried 

I LOVE YOU GUYS! 

They'll be moving to Sains Kota Tinggi and Sekolah Tun Fatimah

:')

Cikgu Liza :')

Nurin Good Luck in Sekolah Sains Kota Tinggi!

Im gonna miss you and take care at Sekolah Sains Seri Puteri

Mirah :')

Goodluck in Sekolah Sains Seri Puteri

Desk Mates :*

im gonna miss you erinrawrr :') she's moving to Convent

Omaigodd! 8 years studying with you is awesome! Goodluck Darshan in Royal Military Colleague 

Halim! Goodluck and take really good care of yourself :') 

          Dear friends, thank you for all the ups and downs and insyAllah one day we will meet again. Remember all the memories that we had drawn and all the downs that we've been through together. Its enchanting to meet you all :')

I HATE THIS FEELING

          Hey there people . its been a while since i update my blog . well today i think im gonna talk about my feelings . if you guys arent interested to listen to it , so please dont read it . i post this because i just cant keep it to myself anymore . i know its better to share it with my friends but whenever i tried to share it , i suddenly ran out of words . so please my dearest friends if you guys ever read this , i really hope you guys understand what im facing.

          Right now , i had a little fight with my boyf . i dont know why but the way that he treat me now is kinda different . it feels really DIFFERENT now . i cant tell him that because i dont wanna hurt his feelings . i dont why i rather feels all of this that hurting him for the second time . we fight about stupid things before and it never been this long . it really hurt because you never even try to talk to me . you ignore me like im nobody . i thought you would feel the way that i feel but you looked happy and it seems like theres nothing happen . i know there are so many girls out there likes you and if i ever ask for a breakup , i know there are always someone that can replace me . seeing all the other girls flirting you really hurts me because some of them are way more perfect than me . but knowing the fact that you loved me makes me feels special . and thats why im trying my best to keep our relationship better . but sometimes , when i think about the past , it really makes me feel like youre not that serious with this relationship . im sorry , i really dont know why i feel this way . im so sorry .

         Dear friends , thank you for listening to my problems :') 


p/s ; theres more to say but i think this is enough to share 
       

TAGGED :]

it been a while since syaa tagged me but now only i had the time to do this tag . thank you sayang for the tag but i took this tag from dbaa's blog since she also tagged me :] 

so here we go !

THE RULES 

• You must post these rules 
• Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal
• Answer the question that the tagger set for you in their post and create 11 new question for he people you tagged to answer 
• You have to choose eleven people to tag them and link them on the post 
• Go to their page and link them HIM/HER
• No tag back!
• No stuff in the tagging section about ''YOU ARE TAGGED IF YOU'RE READING THIS''
  YOU LEGITIMATELY (a.k.a REALLY, TRUST, WITH ALL HONESTY) have tagged 11 people

11 Random Things about me 

1. im was born on the 2nd of May and i have two friends who had the same birth date as me who is Ainin Sofia and Ahmad Syabil 
2. when i was young , my third brother and i used to be so closed with each other but as we grow up , we always fight against each other such as - who had better results 
3. im really insecure with myself and whenever i saw pretty girls i was like 'i wish i had her hair' , 'i wish i had that dress' , ' i wish i was as thin as her' etc. 
4. im afraid of public speaking but i'll try my best to overcome that 
5. in my siblings all of my sister's name start with Nurfarah . 
6. my friends are really important to me and i really appreciate all of them 
7. i love to sing but i randomly sing in public because im super shy 
8. i love purple , pink and red . 
9. i adore boys who can play music instruments especially pianos and guitars and i also admire boys who play sports 
10. i believe in my dreams 
11. i really hope that i can play the piano well and one day i can play it in front of my friends 

Her Question

1. When is your birthday?
2. When you grow, up what you want to be?
3. Do you really need a boyfriend/girlfriend right now?
4. Why?
5. How many kids do you want? :p
6. What is your favourite subjects?
7. You prefer American English or British English?
8. What is your first impression about me? Why? 0.o
9. You prefer SBP or MRSM or normal school? Why?
10. Which one is the most important for you? Boyfriend/Girlfriend? Choose ONE
11. How to increase weight and height? Give me some logic answers other that EAT A LOT OF FOOD.

My Answers

1. I was born on the 2nd of May 
2. I wanna be a successful doctor 
3. I think i really need my boyfriend now
4. Because he is always there for me :]
5. I want twins or maybe a son and a daughter 
6. I love Science so much but im not a fast learner 
7. British Accent is so cute and i really hope that i can speak that way 
8. My first impression ? you look kinda clumsy :p 
9. I prefer SBP because there's a higher chance for us to continue our studies to the overseas 
10. GIRLFRIENDS :]
11. How about go straight to bed after you had your lunch/dinner 

My Questions 

1. What is your full name? 
2. What are you ideal types of girl/boy?
3. One Direction or Justin Bieber? Why?
4. Did you share your problems with your friends or you just keep it to yourself ?
5. Do you enjoy doing sports? What kind of sports?
6. Whats your favourite colours?
7. Do you play any musical instruments?
8. Do you enjoy singing?
9. Whats your favourite local bands ?
10. What is the thing that you've always wanted but still you didnt get it?
11. Apple iPad or Galaxy tab ?

Tag

• http://super-awesomepanda.blogspot.com
• http://stylinson.blogspot.com
• http://effypynaxoxo.blogspot.com
• http://pykaazahar.blogspot.com
• http://wanyfuhh.blogspot.com
• http://theanises.blogspot.com
• http://syupu3.blogspot.com
• http://chillaxyeah.blogspot.com
• http://amalinayani.blogspot.com
• http://hidayahassabri.blogspot.com
• http://farahinfauzi.blogspot.com

I LOVE YOU GUYS TO ETERNITY ♥

 firstly i would like to say Happy New Year to all of you :) yesterday (01-01-12) me and my primary school bestfriends went out . its been a long time since we hang out together . it was our first hangout on 2012 and we had so much fun together . Just enjoy the pictures okay . and to you guys , i really love you guys to eternity  ❤

i treat them for lunch at Season's :]

Kak Yong :p

ini semua kerja cik Anis Lydia u-olls haha

iPad2 vs iPhone4 >:)

Chicken Chop . its not that good

lahaii syok nya bercerita :p

then we went to Neway for karaoke :)

flash -,-

yana sibok dgan twitter . haha :D

semangat nyanyi !

im ugly when theres flash -,-

Ramlah Ram wannabe . LOL :D

ehemm cik comel ni :3

then we went home after a little shopping :) i didnt buy much . eventho theres a little problem , im really happy with you guys . thank you !  ❤