Hey there people . its been a while since i update my blog . well today i think im gonna talk about my feelings . if you guys arent interested to listen to it , so please dont read it . i post this because i just cant keep it to myself anymore . i know its better to share it with my friends but whenever i tried to share it , i suddenly ran out of words . so please my dearest friends if you guys ever read this , i really hope you guys understand what im facing.
Right now , i had a little fight with my boyf . i dont know why but the way that he treat me now is kinda different . it feels really DIFFERENT now . i cant tell him that because i dont wanna hurt his feelings . i dont why i rather feels all of this that hurting him for the second time . we fight about stupid things before and it never been this long . it really hurt because you never even try to talk to me . you ignore me like im nobody . i thought you would feel the way that i feel but you looked happy and it seems like theres nothing happen . i know there are so many girls out there likes you and if i ever ask for a breakup , i know there are always someone that can replace me . seeing all the other girls flirting you really hurts me because some of them are way more perfect than me . but knowing the fact that you loved me makes me feels special . and thats why im trying my best to keep our relationship better . but sometimes , when i think about the past , it really makes me feel like youre not that serious with this relationship . im sorry , i really dont know why i feel this way . im so sorry .
Dear friends , thank you for listening to my problems :')
p/s ; theres more to say but i think this is enough to share
